Grandma

Today at 7.42am i found out that my grand father had past away. When I was told I didn't expect it at all but for some reason I didn't cry or even feel sad. I don't know if it's just that I care not of him or my brain and my heart are telling me it's not true.

I'm starting to think that I am a heartless person and that I will care about no ones death.

Is this a good thing or is it bad. . . .