Grandma

Today at 7.42am i found out that my grand father had past away. When I was told I didn't expect it at all but for some reason I didn't cry or even feel sad. I don't know if it's just that I care not of him or my brain and my heart are telling me it's not true.

I'm starting to think that I am a heartless person and that I will care about no ones death.

Is this a good thing or is it bad. . . .

Depressing

In the last 3 days (8Th August 2009-10th August 2009) I have had the most depressing time.
At time like this i fell like I'm a disappointment to everyone I know. Especially my family.
Man I am so damn pathetic . FML.
I actually wanted to cry because of how depressing it is, I mean me cry fuck I'm so disgraceful.

MALAYSIA DAY IDN

Since yesterday I have been sick and I missed out on a trip to Malaka. (Which I don't care about). I have the meanest headache and My throat hurts so much I find it hard to swallow food or water. I haven't been posting much because I haven't been to the CC often.

WELL BYE

MALAYSIA DAY 6

Omg my legs hurt soo much now. I dont even want to get up from the chair i was in. Today we did a 35 min run (i could not breath) i also got 3 blisters (2 on right hand and one on left leg).
This training has became a torture place T-T

MALAYSIA DAY 5

Omg toda I had to run up the batu caves (batu=stone) It was damn hard. After A 3 hour break we had super hard training that the coach said was easy!! T-T
We GNA die!!!!!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH DAY.3

Omg my third day was so boring. There is nothing to do where I stay. My coach was an hour and 15 mins late to pick me up from training. This is a short post because I only have an hour on the computer and I wanna play games Xp. Bye

MALASYIA BLOLEH!!!!

Yay I'm in malaysia for a training trip which is suprisingly funner then I thought. I got to Malaysia at 2am nz time and went trainig the next morning. This is it for the my 2nd day at malaysia. Oh and i'm at a cc or cyber cafe or net centre