Grandma

Today at 7.42am i found out that my grand father had past away. When I was told I didn't expect it at all but for some reason I didn't cry or even feel sad. I don't know if it's just that I care not of him or my brain and my heart are telling me it's not true.

I'm starting to think that I am a heartless person and that I will care about no ones death.

Is this a good thing or is it bad. . . .

Depressing

In the last 3 days (8Th August 2009-10th August 2009) I have had the most depressing time.
At time like this i fell like I'm a disappointment to everyone I know. Especially my family.
Man I am so damn pathetic . FML.
I actually wanted to cry because of how depressing it is, I mean me cry fuck I'm so disgraceful.

MALAYSIA DAY IDN

Since yesterday I have been sick and I missed out on a trip to Malaka. (Which I don't care about). I have the meanest headache and My throat hurts so much I find it hard to swallow food or water. I haven't been posting much because I haven't been to the CC often.

WELL BYE

MALAYSIA DAY 6

Omg my legs hurt soo much now. I dont even want to get up from the chair i was in. Today we did a 35 min run (i could not breath) i also got 3 blisters (2 on right hand and one on left leg).
This training has became a torture place T-T

MALAYSIA DAY 5

Omg toda I had to run up the batu caves (batu=stone) It was damn hard. After A 3 hour break we had super hard training that the coach said was easy!! T-T
We GNA die!!!!!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH DAY.3

Omg my third day was so boring. There is nothing to do where I stay. My coach was an hour and 15 mins late to pick me up from training. This is a short post because I only have an hour on the computer and I wanna play games Xp. Bye

MALASYIA BLOLEH!!!!

Yay I'm in malaysia for a training trip which is suprisingly funner then I thought. I got to Malaysia at 2am nz time and went trainig the next morning. This is it for the my 2nd day at malaysia. Oh and i'm at a cc or cyber cafe or net centre

My glasses and contact lenses

About a week and a half ago I broke my glasses in half and I am forced to wear contact lenses for the entire day so I can see clearly. The damn lenses and super anoyying! >w<. It make my right eye go red on one side and you have to hydrate it when it's dry. It's so god damn annoying, so when I go to Malaysia I am Gonna buy new glasses. Woop Woop *:P

My glasses and contact lenses

Term One Exam Clash

Omg all my test were meant to be in week 10 but because of a badminton training to trip to Malaysia I have to do it a a week earlier> So stressful XP. I have to do Science SrT (Sports and recreational) and maths. I just finished my english exam today.
Damn you early training trip!!

~Sayonara~

Intro

Yo the name is Roshan Tayalan. I am addicted to anime and music and mangas. Me like dogs and cats but dogs more.
I play badminton (better not mock it, it is cool >w< )
Lawl I'm malaysia/indian and no I dont wear a turban. Those are for pujabi's.
plus I don't munch curry. It's impossible even if you try. It's like trying to chew water or soup.

Sayonara!!